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Saturday, March 26, 2005
The worst Day in this year(18th March'05)

Today I had drama,Two sessions... The first session was fine every one had fun.After that my friends and i went to bukit panjang plaza to have our lunch.We reached school b4 our second session start....The 2nd session started!! Now the real story begins......

We played the "The Theatre of Cruelty".Its a game to play around with your emotions.First it started out small, the victims were Ahmad,Ambikai,Mathana...But after that the most important part came to make Emily(It's ME) ANGRY...Micheal was the one who started scolding Emily.....than one by one...one by one....Untill everyone get to taste Emily's patience but you know what....Emily didnt get angry.....so accidently one of them started scolding Rosanah!!! I couldnt control my feelings so i bursted it out...I cried...I cried very badly.....Mr Eddy stopped only when they realised that I was crying.The taunting was STOPPED..But i could still hear it in my head...The words...the voices...the people...the laughter....it was still ringing in my head...luckily matz came to my rescue...i told her to tell the others to leave the drama room for awhile...including mr eddy!! After they left,i wiped my face....I wiped my tears,my face so sooo red.....i went to the toilet....actually i wanted to get out from their sight...matz tried to console me....But i was not able to stop crying....almost everyone came to ask sorry and console me...I know my friends didnt mean that...but stilll they went personal....and even they know they went personal they didnt stop it...only that made me very angry...But guyz i was not very very angry!!I m just sensitive, that i cannot forget things... I didnt want to waste any1's time so i went back to drama room.....everyone asked sorry and sang the song dig down deep....but still i was not okay....so the session ended like that....i went to the second session to get cried and went back home!!!!! Its not nice at all....Even its just a matter of a game....you have choose the wrong person......By saying this dont think i m behaving childish.....i m just telling wads in my heart and mind....

BUT once again....I have forgiven my friends....I have accepted ur apology!!!I m not angry with you all anymore...what is past have passed....so lets begain afresh.....I guess everything happens for good...So i take it like that and going to live happily ever after with my friendz again ;)



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